Today, Mr khoo told me that i'm going for the RMUNC thingy. Actually seth told me yesterday already, but i was like, RMUNC what? Well, it's Raffles Model United Nations Conference. Sounds cool eh. Mr Khoo was telling us that only three kinds of people win this competition. The brainy, the bold and the beautiful. And so that's what he used to pick the 15 plus people going. In other words, to go, you have to be a nerd, someone who doesnt think before he speaks or a himbo. And obviously, we all know why i'm going. The url of this blog IS imacoolNERD. And i can't help it if nerd = brainy, can i?

But of course we all know that i'm kidding. About the nerd, himbo and person who doesn't think before he speaks, that is. Everything else is serious. That includes nerd = brainy. =P

Also on this fateful day, there was the first Curriculum committee meeting. And i had the honour of chairing it. It started promising, with Mr Oh present and a certain Mr kevin ng (the trainee teacher who was an ex-victorian, the BB guy.) was there as well. The only thing that was a pity was that Half the sec 4s weren't here. I mean, even the sec 3s showed better attendence. 7 out of 9. I'm not criticizing anyone's committment. i'm just saying how much priority PSB has relative to all the other activities we Black shirts have. *shrugs*

Fine. i'll admit it. i threw a tantrum today. yes, during the meeting. Towards the end. imean what else could i do when people don't show up, people turn up late, we digress "LIKE FREE" (courtesy of mr oh) and the Sianz look on the peoples' faces. All these peeved me a little to say the least. you mean i'm not busy? you mean i don't have a million other things to do? Do you realise who did the agenda? who was the one that had to spend time coming up with the concept of this entire thingy? And for the record i'm not complaining. i really want to do this. I'm just saying that you guys are in no blardy position to show me that sianzzz, "why am i here?" face. What crap! (In this context, 'you' doesn't really refer to anyone.)

Fine. now that it's all out, i'm okay already. Blogging is really good for health. Stress management. But it's not really anyone's fault that i kinda exploded today. i really don't know why i just ended the meeting like that so abruptly and decide to do everything myself. Maybe today was a bad day. Maybe i got out of the wrong side of the bed. Maybe, just maybe.

Sighs. What happens when you don't like what you like? Insanity reigns.