Bye Pluto,
Hi Dezmo!




Sometimes you have so much to tell someone but when that time comes you just dont know what to say.

Sometimes you tell half truths and whole lies and then really want to explain things to make things right again and when the time comes you just cant.

Sometimes you want to be there for someone cos you can just feel how much that someone is hurting but when that someone walks pass you along the corridoors you just smile and say hi.

Sometimes you just dont know what to do cos everything's going so fast and you still have two chapters of geog and three chapters of history to study before the prelims comes.

Sometimes you just sit around watching tv even when there's nothing to watch and then fall asleep when you know that you should be doing something else [like studying]

Sometimes you sit in front of the computer screen and indulge in a lil bit of narcissism, blogging about things that happen sometimes and you realise that really..

All these SOMEtimes are really MOSTtimes and you really dont know what to do anymore cos you discover that your entire life has been built on elaborate excuses and lame lies that you constantly tell yourself so that you make yourself think that life is a bed of roses but when in fact there are more thorns than roses.

Then you ask yourself why are you whining when you should be out there making things better and the only real reason that's stopping you from doing that is because you never stop complaining about how things are and forever dreaming about how things could have been.

So i am.

Im gonna change my life by going to study mangroves now.

Ciao.